Since seventh grade I was a high jumper on my school’s
track and field team. I excelled and became confident in my abilities. However,
as many highly competitive athletes do, I had my superstitions. Superstitions
fall under the logos fallacy post hoc.
There were many instances in my high school high jump career where
superstitions were formed. I remember the first one being my sophomore year at
track sectionals. I hadn’t fixed my hair the same way I had the rest of the
season. Instead of a messy bun and a headband I put it in a simple ponytail. Through
the competition I noticed that my jumping was below my usual level. I was
scratching left and right, making careless mistakes, and barely clearing the
heights. As soon as I fixed my hair to its normal style my jumping improved immensely.
My coach just shook his head at me when I explained what I thought the problem
was and what I did to fix it. Starting my junior year I wore my hair with a
braid and a messy bun on the left side of my head. I never fixed my hair any
different way. Not once. Because of that one experience the way I fixed my hair
became an essential part of my jumping.
The next superstition to arise was related to food. I once ate a hamburger before I began my jumping competition. Bad idea. Instead of clearing my regular 5’2”, I only cleared 4’8”. Not only was a frustrated, I was reflective. I took note on what I had done differently and made the decision never to eat before a competition again. Though superstitious, and most coaches and athletes would disagree, this method worked for me. The next meet I didn’t eat before I jumped and I was back to clearing my 5’2”.
The next superstition to arise was related to food. I once ate a hamburger before I began my jumping competition. Bad idea. Instead of clearing my regular 5’2”, I only cleared 4’8”. Not only was a frustrated, I was reflective. I took note on what I had done differently and made the decision never to eat before a competition again. Though superstitious, and most coaches and athletes would disagree, this method worked for me. The next meet I didn’t eat before I jumped and I was back to clearing my 5’2”.
My senior year was my big year, and probably
where the most superstitions arose. They didn’t necessarily come from
experiences when things went bad, but rather from experiences when things went
good. I was the returning state champ. Lots of pressure all on its own. I was
looking for a scholarship. Add more pressure. I had a goal I wanted to reach
and only one chance to achieve it. My superstition level was at an all-time
high. I was almost to the point of obsession in making sure my routine was the
same as the previous year. Hair- check, chalk- check, warm up routine- check.
The same thing over and over because of the overwhelming fear that everything
would fall apart. As I would continue clearing new heights I would copy what I did
at the meet I upped my height at. The one time I cleared 5’7” I was a mess.
Every little thing stayed the same.
I guess
you could say that the fallacy post hoc was ruling my life. I believe it had a
negative effect because I was too focused on making sure everything was the
same instead of just focusing on what I was doing. It was a lesson well
learned, and while some of the superstitions may follow me to my collegiate
athletic career, they will not rule me. The fallacy was beneficial in providing
me with comfort and familiarity in my endeavors I guess you could say. Even
though that sounds super weird.
Fallacies
are delicate things. Writers and speakers must be cautious in the use of them.
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